Sense Sonnet - Acher

 Delusionally

Be it delusion, be it real?

The real most often hurts too much.

Delusion is better I feel.

So there's where I do keep in touch.

Whatever is for real I think

Is what I should stay away from.

It only takes some drug, some drink,

And there's delusion to welcome.

People who care about me say

I really need clean up my act.

So I push these people away,

None of their biz, really a fact!

Delusion is a friend for me,

But no friend is reality.