Sense Sonnet - Chiller

Cut Nut

It's called body integrity
Identity disorder, or
For short, known as B.I.I.D. -
An unrelenting desire for
A healthy limb amputation.
For years, I wanted my hand gone,
But never could get the job done.
The hand just didn't belong on
My body. Who could understand?
Success in the garage one night.
The power saw cut through my hand.
Finally, I had made it right.

I said it was an accident.
But deep inside, I'm so content.