Sense Sonnet - Pumper

 Luck of the Draw

Lucky to be alive be said

By me because alternative

That waits for me is to be dead.

Between these two, I'm glad I live.

There are sometimes I wonder why

I was a chosen one to be

Born, and not another, but I

Happened to win this lottery.

Had I not been born, would I know

Somebody else was born instead,

Somebody else is living so

Is the lucky one until dead?

Of course when dead, I hope I get

To be somebody else born yet.