Sense Sonnet - Acher

 What Will Be?

Since my youth I was always told

That I should seek to live God's will.

Time to do that when I got old.

Earthly pleasures I sought did fill

My body, heart and mind and soul.

Most Sundays I would undertake

An hour in church with the goal

Of "Oh Lord, so sorries" to make,

Figuring that should be enough

To show the Lord I at least tried

To think about the God's will stuff,

Maybe do some before I died.

On my deathbed, short time will tell.

Will I go to heaven or hell?