Sense Sonnet - Chiller

Mind

He grabbed me on my way to school,
When I was eleven years old.
He told me if I'd just be cool,
Then I wouldn't be dead and cold.
He did some awful things to me.
I tried to block out all that stuff.
He came to be like family,
Loving me no matter how tough.
I didn't go to school no more.
Computer games were my main scene.
Didn't think about life before,
And in no time, I was fifteen.

Most of me said to run away,
But something inside made me stay.